7 posts tagged “random”
A bit contradicting, eh? Well, imagine how I feel.
UGH. Why do these times in my life always come up? I hate feeling like this. It's one of those feelings where you know you need to do something but you just can't do it so you try and put it off for as long as you can. Yes, one of those "obligatory" situations that you can't get out of 'less you feel like facing the wrath of your entire family >__>;; stupid family. I seriously should run away one of these days haha. But first I need to save up money and get a job... and uh... finish school I suppose xP
But um, Christmas is coming up! Yes, yes. It actually snowed by my place for a couple days (not horribly, but enough to the point where you would have to shovel) and then it rained yesterday and most of today so now the snow is all gone LOL. But I would much rather have it snow-less since it's difficult for me to shovel, what with my upper body strength similar to that of a 7-year-old girl *laughs*
And no, I am not exaggerating. I really do have the strength of a 7-year-old.
Man, I don't feel like typing anymore haha. So, I guess I'll end it here. Maybe I'll just update this thing once a month or something ^^;;
I think someone really needs to open up a fucking sushi place that's cheap. They also need a Jamba Juice because drinking Starbucks every damn day makes me feel really unhealthy ><;; and coffee has no effect on me whatsoever now except perhaps it's diuretic properties. But other than that, I HATE DRINKING COFFEE EVERDAY. And I'm too much of a lazyass to make my own smoothies :D
But hey, good news! The house is finished *so sparkly and new* and I believe that I just got the house keys haha. Awesome. House keys to an empty house with no running water, gas, or eletric (well, I'm not sure about the water part). But either way, I have to wait until my mom moves out here to live in it so... yeah ^^;;
Oh, I started watching コードギアス... it's really not bad. And I was never into the whole mecha thing with manga and anime (although I did enjoy Gundam once in a while...) but the main character [ルルーシュ] is pretty cute, ne~ he sort of reminds me of another character I've seen before (or maybe not) but I can't seem to think of who it is. Oh wells.
I'm also downloading ゼロの使い魔 just because I'm reading the manga hahaha... I wonder if the anime came first *thinking* oh well. HEY! Avatar Book 2, Volume 2 is ouuuuttt bitches! Go buy it! Although... I've already watched all of it ^__^;; UGHHZ. I need to go to BestBuy or Target to buy some more blank CDs and DVDs so I can burn shit off my computer (and start downloading more! mwahahaha) Oh, a pirate's life for me~
Well, I'm done!
Blades of Glory was funny. I wish I could've watched it with my friends, though, instead of my relatives >__>;; or my "family" as I tend to refer to them as now.
My mom has an interview for a job, but I don't know if she'll get it. I hope she does, since she has a lot of experience with training people... part of me wishes she wouldn't get a job because that means that I'll be really tied down here.
My head hurts.
I started reading a lot more manga than I've ever read before... I guess it's because now I know how to use mIRC to download shit XD but I swear, that thing is confusing. I still don't understand how to disable hostmasking and connect to other chats on alternate ports x__x;; I mean, seriously guys, isn't there a dummy's guide to mIRC?
I took a drive a couple days ago. I drove really far. I started crying while I was driving (must have been the music and scenery but...) I realized this place isn't all that bad. Unlike San Diego, there's actual scenery besides the beach and the city's lights. There's trees and shit ha-ha. And there was this huge lake and it looked really beautiful. It wasn't as beautiful as the first time I saw it (since I've taken that drive before) but it was still nice. The first time I saw the lake there was sunlight streaming through the clouds and the light was reflecting off the water :) such a nice sight... but this time, since there's been some thunderstorms A.K.A. shitty weather, it didn't look as nice that day.
I was listening to The Fray while driving, too, which didn't make me stop crying haha. Such a horrible position I'm in. If only things had stayed the same, if only I wasn't dragged everywhere and moved around... I think it would've been better. The realization of knowing that things can never go back to how they used to be... is painful.
But I smile anyway.
Geez! Why am I typing like an emo kid?! Hahaha. I think it's because I'm starving... I must be hungry. Please ignore this entry :D I would delete it, but then the 10 minutes I spent typing it would be completely wasted... and I haven't updated this darn thing in a while anyway.
約束しようか?ずっと一緒にいて。
約束に背かなくて下さいね。
I took a nice drive in downtown Indianapolis since its really close to where my school is. So, it seems that Indianapolis is not as boring as I have come to believe. I mean, San Diego has its view of the ocean, bay, and beautiful beaches, but Indianapolis has history. There's nothing really historical about San Diego except Old Town hahaha. No, there's probably places in San Diego somewhere that I have never visited in the 17 and some years that I lived there because, you have to admit, that is one big freaking city.
Anyway, I took a drive downtown to explore. Downtown Indianapolis is nothing compared to downtown San Diego, but I like looking at all the buildings ^__^ I even drove by the race track where the Indy 500 is held (the name of the race track seems to escape me at the moment). And I drove by the mall, too:
It was a nice drive, I think. I wanted to take more pictures of the cool looking buildings, but I didn't want to look like the idiot in the Integra taking pictures of random buildings ^^;; plus, there was people that just stared at you while you drove past hahaha.
Oh, but I did see one place that I wanted to go back and visit. The Indianapolis History Museum (or something like that..) I don't think I've ever been there. Actually, I'm pretty effing sure I've never been there.. so maybe one day when one of my friends from Cali comes to visit we can go and be tourists together!
And also, when my friends do come and visit, we are so gonna pretend to be high schoolers and go to this high school I've been dying to go into XD I mean, its an indoor high school and I've never been in one of those in my entire life! Plus, its fucking huge.. we'd probably get lost.. but I wanna go in just to see how nice it is heheheh. Is that a crime? Are schools considered private property? LOL.. for some reason I think I heard that they were.. does that mean if they catch us we could be charged for trespassing over private property?
Hahahah. Eff that. I'll go anyway. Its a huge school, we could totally run away from whatever teacher is chasing us ^__^
The internet on my laptop finally works (thanks to my wonderful auntie). Haha, I asked her how she did it and she said she didn't know LMAO.. oh well, at least it works now ^__^ やった! Well, I'm done here.. I just thought I would express my gratitude/enthusiasm about my internet on my laptop!! YES!
Hey, and guess what? I have 25 GB on this laptop left hahahaha it's going to get all raped away by Clubbox.