Sudden revelations...

I'm somewhat aware of the problems in my life - the things that I need to fix, relationships I should either demolish or rebuild (not sure which should do what...), and stuff I need to take more care in thinking about (i.e., my future). So, although I didn't necessarily write out an official "New Years Resolution" list (I mean, if it was written down it'd probably give me another reason to not fulfill any of the specified resolutions), I've got a pretty good idea of what I'll be doing this coming up year.

Yet one question remains in my mind... Will any of this be beneficial to me? (Maybe "beneficial" isn't the right word, but whatever.)

Okay. Well. Getting a job (yes, one of the things on my list) would be beneficial. It would help me pay a little for college and help my mom out, and maybe, just maybe, I'll get another computer somewhere down the road. Maybe. I've got this gut feeling that my laptop/desktop is going to break down on me one of these days and I won't be able to pirate to my full capability. And not being to pirate enough to fangirl properly definitely makes me a sad panda. A very, very sad panda. Oh, and I guess it would help since my computers are kind of old... and my laptop has been acting up recently even though I don't use it to pirate illegal shit... that much... Uh...

But I guess benefits or not I should try my best to fulfill my resolutions, no matter how elementary they seem (elementary or pointless...) The only thing separating me from completing my resolutions now is my own procrastination :) And that, obviously, has never given me problems in the past.

(Alright, that's a lie...) I can practically hear the back of my conscience laughing its face off because that is a blatant lie. Oh, but I suppose that could become a resolution, too... "Overcome my procrastination"

Yes, somehow I feel like that one's not going to work out that well.

P.S. I can't believe I signed up for a fucking 9 A.M. class this Spring semester. WTF WAS I THINKING.