アリッサ’s Neighborhood

I don't get why people have the biggest fucking attitude ever. Especially on people who didn't do anything to them.

I hate dealing with people and their stupid attitude. I've dealt with that at work, I don't need more people giving me shit,  especially friends or family members.

I'm not here to service you, I don't even get paid by you to deal with your shit. So don't "whatever" me.

I feel rusty trying to take pictures of my room. All the cleaning and organizing has paid of! My room is pretty much complete. All those days reviewing and researching on living space helped a lot. I feel better having friends over :)

Now the only thing left to do is to keep it looking like this.

Room layout

So..I have found a MUCH better layout for my room. I always re-arrange my furniture and never cease to stop, but this time, I think I found the perfect arrangement. There's just a bit of touch up I have to do with my shelf, and maybe add a few things to personalize my room. It's good to change my room around since it gives me a new point of view. It's a way for me to de-stress.

I took off all the dusty blind and find that my room appear to be a lot roomier, bigger, and brighter than before. I'm glad that I found Apartment Therapy/Unplggd. I was inspired by all the tours on the website and hopefully in the future, I can find myself a studio that I can personalize.

It's been 4 months or so that I got my iPoop. Hm...so far, I hate using iTunes. That thing crash so often, I can never transfer a damn song on my iPoop. Winamp has been handy, but there are some podcasts that I want to transfer, but they wont have chapters because the podcasts were made on iTunes.

If only there were something that was in between. Light as winamp, fast as winamp, but doesn't have crappy winamp's interface.

iTunes interface is okay, but damn is it slow as a mother on my computer. Hm...I still want the iMac. I'll buy one next year or so when my computer COMPLETELY crap out HEHEHEHE. Yeah, I'll wait.

It's good to be listening to good music again. Cut Copy is a nice new change from the usual stuff I was listening to. Freelance Whales is the new discovered band that you just fall in love and Phoenix is going to have a concert in San Diego soon!! I hope they're doing it at UCSD on the 12th of December. I really do hope they come to our city.

Now, the question is...who to ask to go?

There are a few candidates in mind, but I think there are some people who just I don't know.

There are the folks that exist and you don't know how to deal with them. You clearly know the dangers of what they can do to you, and the trust is definitely not there. But you can't help not talking to them because there is that, "fun" factor of the conversation at times. I hate these situations. It's like playing with fire.

Well, I can't play with this fire anymore. I have to find something else. I miss not being able to have time for myself lately. I've been hanging out with friends too much and just spending a lot of money. But they're right about one thing, I'm always alone. When I go to parties or show up for a gathering, I always go alone and they know I need that partner in crime. But I really can't trust the folks out there.

It's good to be alone, I'm used to being alone.

So I got sick. On Sunday night I felt my throat was scratching out of no where and then the next thing you know, my body was aching on Monday morning when I went to work. Good thing I had no work because the ride was down.

From then, Monday night was fever night, and Tuesday too. I kept having a fever. I'm so tired right now from the medicine. It does this weird shit to me because I have not been taking any medicine for years.

I'm behind in my class because I was so sick, I lost two days of work, which is like a good pay right there. SIGH. I HATE BEING SICK.

And I'm back with the korean music again. 2pm's album is just on repeat and Taeyang's Wedding Dress is so addicting. SIGHH

Rough rough, it's a rough around the loop.

I'm unmotivated, anxious, impatient, and just taking the little things for granted.

I'm disappointed in myself because I let my happy side down. I've been pretty cold lately towards a lot of people and hm..maybe I just need time away.

Besides that, I miss having my motorcycle around. It was my happy ride from the stress and the worries. I gotta pull myself together and work harder for my next one.

I swear, samsung is the most incompetent fucking company EVER.

It takes a WHOLE FUCKING 2 MONTHS JUST FOR A FUCKING NETBOOK TO BE SENT HOME AND THIS ISN'T THE SAME FUCKING NETBOOK I SEND IT, IT'S ANOTHER UNIT BECAUSE THEY'RE TOO INCOMPETENT TO FUCKING FIX THE LCD PROBLEM.

I'm seriously not in the mood to do my photography project. I need a day out for myself.

I've been having this decorating obsession with my room over the past 7-8 years. I constantly change the furniture in my room and all my close friends obviously realizes this every time they come over to visit. Over the years, I've collected way too many random things and well, it's time I really change my room around and clean it up.

Event though my furniture doesn't coordinate with each other, I think I can possibly pull of the CLEANEST re-design for my room.
List of things to clean:

1. The closet: I have a lot of laundry, a lot of old clothes that others can use, and just a lot of jeans in general. I need a new way to organize my closet, like really bad.

2. My half massive shelf: This shelf was made by my dad and it is great for storing junk which I have to throw away. I need an organizer for my documents and clean everything.

3. My computer desk: Even though it's not as bad as before, but it can use a minimalist design of just the basic tools. Also, I need to get an iPod dock!

4. Clean those wires! I really hate wires and there are just tons of the wires all over the place. There are lots of solutions out there, but I'm still searching for that "right" one.

5. I just have way too many pair of shoes, but I don't want to shove them in my closet. I'm proud of all the Vans that I have. I work hard for them.

And with this list, all it takes is the power of motivation. I'm a big organizer and even my computer shows how organized I am. I really dislike all the cluttered things in my room, but why have I never done anything about it? I stop finding time and I don't put enough effort. But I thought about it, I just can't function correctly if my room is always in a mess.

With the plans of buying an iMac, I think it'll be a great addition to a clean and revamp room.

Oh and maybe in the future, I would live in a studio like this, just for myself
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